My St0Ry

To: NP.Uths

2006-10-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

decided to watch the movie clip that my ex-fellow np.uths gave me on my 19th bday. hmmm. tht brought back memories and the times that we used to spend together. kinda miss them. anyway. wanna say a big thank you once again to min and shy for those times. and ! ur efforts in doing the movie clip is still not gone to drain as i just watched it. =)

My Bday

2006-10-08T11:53:00.000+08:00

yup. haven been updating my blog. guess its a compulsory thing to blog at least on every bday. just to remember the things happened. =)

1st of all, wanna thank all those who had made me smile. =) in random order, these are the ppl.

1st and 3rd sis - for the dinner and also the surprise when i came out of the bathroom. haha

Huimin - thx for the present and the letter. not forgetting the various encouragement u gave me. =)

Cindy (upsize) - U r the one who bought me the cake or/ planned the pre-cell group celebration thing right ? hahaha

Peijun - if i not wrong u initiated to buy my present and stuff. not sure though. haha :)

Jing Xiang - Chocolates. i still owe u ur present. =)

Junping - for the one of the idea. forgot wad alr.

Jennifer (bacomm) - for the surprise.

Ian - prata treat!

Well, i know there are many more ppl who's behind the scene. planning of surprise, giving of ideas. thx to u all too. sorry that i didn't write ur name. because i only write those who i known of. so yeah. dun be disheated as i equally wanna thank to whoever u r. =) although i dunno u all, but God noes alright. hehe

I heard that Shy and Clement and pj got a lil of quarrelling ? happened coz that gotta do with my bday. hmmmmm. actually i rather there is no celebration than seeing u all quarrelling la. so pls, relax abit k. haha talk things out b4 seeing each other bu shun yen. haha dunno how to write that in english. simpler form maybe b4 seeing each other not happy ?. aiya. sth like that. think u all now wad i trying to say. =) yup.

And another thing i wanna say. i am so so blessed in UthNity. today in the hawker center goes....

Junping : wah, iwan so gd sia, every year got celebration 1.
Clement : yeah lor. some more on time 1. i must wait like dunno how long then got celebration.

hahaha. cute little bros. but yeah, i dun wanna take things for granted. Really really big big BIG thank you, Uthnity. love u all. =)

i joinned a make honey water club!

2006-07-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

not chosen. looks like i went for the 5days per week training just to learn how to make honey water. wow, making honey water is not as easy as u think huh. maybe there is a special recipe. but wait, i thought i signed up to join db? but how come ended up in honey water club?!? weird.

Home alone; The person whom i love the most !!

2006-06-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

yup. have been alone at home for about a month and half ? well, sth new. from young, i never been left alone in an island. My mum or at least my sis will be beside me. but this time, nope, alone in singapore. at the beginning, it was okay. quite excited. coz i have total freedom. u noe, things like, playing my guitar at max volume and dun need to worry that my sis will stop me, or using the bathroom without worrying that my sis will be inside and if she does, have to wait for about 20 mins ? yeah.

time passes, its been one and a half month. i really learnt how to be independant, and it is not easy as u tink. sweep, mob, wash, iron, and talk about ironing, i got one big pile of clothes that is yet to iron. cleanning my room, changing my bed sheet, cook, wash, etc etc. and also techincal stuff like, my toilet light bulb so called "exploded" and i have to bathe in the dark, and yet to fix my door bell, if not the owner will complaint, sending the aircon for servicing. blah blah.

i really miss my family, my dad. hmmm. didn't really talk much with dad. he is always in indonesia and i grow up in singapore. not much interaction. my dad is a person who is v thrifty to himself but when comes to his fren or to us, he is v v v generous. i wish i can talk more to my dad. and he is still a pre-saved person.

my 1st sis, yup, miss the times where she will come to my room and steal my bolster and we always snatching away to use the computer. haha. and she's my sis who is v similar to me (cannot tahan to stay at home for too long) , the one who i love to share my life with. =D

my 2nd sis. miss the times where we always be crazy when we start talking. haha. we sure have an endless laughters. but one problem is that, after sometime, we often end up quarrelling, which i hate to have. somehow or rather, we would quarrel. i really hope that we can avoid that. and then it would be lovely. =D

my 3rd sis ! my sis who i spend most of the time with. haahha. i noe she cares for me but sometimes, unknowingly, i'm can be quite mean to her. haha. well, gotta change my attitude. hmmm. kinda miss the noises that she always make when she enters my room. haah. although sometimes is quite irritating, =X, but now without her, the house is so quiet.

finally, the person whom i love and miss the most !! haha. guess who ?? that will be my MOM !!! =D yeah. my mum is v cute! she actually paste an A4 size paper on my wall before she went overseas which reads, "Hello iwan, Please! drink much WATER, u will more handsome! " ahhaha. and i missed those times where my mum will tell me, "u now, when find a gf, dun just stick to 1, find like 10 girls !! then u got alot to choose. understand ?" haha. yeah. this one i cannot listen to her. haha

the times where she will hold my hand while walking along orchard road. i noe that it is not "cool" to do that especially along orchard road and i do have frens making fun of me saying that i'm a mother's boy and stuff. but i dun care. i'm proud of my mum =D the person who takes care of me since i was born. i can tell that she even willing to give her life for me. yup, thats how much she loves me. so then, in return, wad is holding her hand compared to these ?

the times when she is by my side, when she does, the house will always be in tip-top candition. my clothes will be nicely hanged in my wardrobe. no dust on the floor or table, when i'm hungry, she will cook nice food for me. but, i dun wish to let her do all the housework. two reasons, she is not young anymore and she is NOT my maid!!

right now, i really wish to have a fren or whoever to be with me. someone i can talk to when i'm at home, someone who i can share on wad r the things happening in my life, someone who can keep me accompany. if not, i got no choice but to talk to my computer, like blogging. -.-

Dragonboat ? Whats that ?

2006-05-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hello guys... share with u sth great.. u noe my training tee ? the black coloured singlet ? yeah, mine is so called confiscated by my seniors.. HAHA.. isn't that cool ?

reasons :
1) not committed enough
2)physically not gd
3)attitude sucks

Hmmmmmmm.. commitment.. including holidays and when the sch started.. i can say that i attend 90% ++ of the training.. yup, on saturdays, although i got work, i still come down for training.. i sacrifice alot of time going out with my frens, doing things that i like, just to come for training.. still not enough commitment ?

physically... when i join DB, i can do 0 pull ups.. the recent napha, i did 17.. yes i noe, some of u can do 20+ but.. isn't that i got a big improvement ? 2.4, my timing was 9.49min.. not gd enough ?

attitude.. recently.. i really wanted to work hard for the june race.. harder than the rest, so that i can be chosen for the race and not pao honey there.. on non-training days, i still go to the gym myself.. so its like:
mon - free/work
tue - DB
wed - own training
thurs - DB
fri - work
sat - DB and work
sun - church

i barely have time for myself, yet my attitude is still not right enough ?

seriously.. i am that bothered about the training tee.. but is the fact that i work hard for sth, yet my teamates or seniors doesn't recognise it.. imagine that u r doing a group project.. on ur part, u did many research and effort for the project.. yet when u show it to ur frens, they said, "hey, what kinda work is this ? stop being so lazy, and can u put in more effort ??" how would you feel ?

i was once an enthu DB guy, but now... wads DB to me ?

Team Ultima Jacko - My best frens ever.. =D

2006-04-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... going to camp tmr... eh, wad tmr, later ah.. so fatigue.. last friday, worked till 1 am, the next day, wake up early for DB.. and the training is based on endurance.. which is SO SO SO tiring and after that, straight away went to bugis to work all the way to 1.30 am.. and the next day, which is today, went to church.. then just now, got some DB graduation dinner.. and my tiredness to max is still yet to come.. mon to thurs i got camp, and then, tue and thurs, i will be going for DB ( endurance training ) and then fri gotta work, most prob till 1am ; sat got training and work till 1 am anf then the next day sunday again.... wait, still haven finish.. the following mon to wed got anothe ba com camp (plus tue DB).. thurs DB.. and then.. fri to mon.. DB camp!!!!!! LOL.. man, thats the finale.. hope i can survive thru man...

Today.. was church.... tinking about church.. kinda sad.. every1 got their own frens now.. tinking back.. when was the last time team ultima jacko went out together !? i can't even remember.. do u know that u all r the only bro and sis or should i say frens that i love to hang out with ??? but now, kinda impossible for us to come out with a time to go out isn't it ? me and my busy schedule.. pj is super busy with A levels.. and she got her "family" alr... shy, sl, min.. should be able to find time.. ah clem got O levels.. Ben got choir and O levels... Haizz.... i still can remember... the best time we ever ever spent was on 21th Dec 04.. we went sentosa... can we go out 1 day just like on that day ?? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. Hard to say..

okay.. by now my clothes should be ready to be taken out from the washing machine.. need them for tmr's camp..... i mean, today's camp.. so after drying them, needa slp alr.. if not tmr sure KO..

07 - Oct

2005-10-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ha.. today i must blog.... coz shy asked me to.. ha... she is fierce man... nah.. not only coz of her.. but it is also a special day that i have to blog about... and that i wanna remember this day even when i grow older.. ha.. okie... for those who dunnoe, today is my bdae... hmmm... tot that its gonna be another bdae that i will go through, just another ordinary day, just that i got a cake and can make a wish... ha.. however this year is so much different from the rest.. ha.. okie.. here it goes..

12 plus, huimin and shy.. knocked at my main door.. okie.. they r suppose to come to my hse to dicuss about youth camp game... but... shy was like so excited !!! ha... still can imagine her with her enthuciastic voice.. she was like holding a mini disc, asking me to watch it.... so okie.. watched it.. haha.. hmmm.. was like so touched that they bothered to make me a vedio.. i mean.. i know how it was to be done... alot alot alot of things and touching up... ha... =D .. later gonna watch it again after blogging this.. hehe..

that was just the begining.... ha... come up next.. a thing wrapped with thick thick newspaper... ha.. so i tore and opened up... ooooo... it was a big big big cardboard with words written on it, and NP.uth photos !!! haha.. hmmmm.. the biggest "card" i ever received in my entire life.. ha...

okie.. next is lunch !! ha.. they prepared for me lunch.... they know that i love my mum's cooking.. and for very long, i haven been eating home cooked food... ha.. so they da pao-ed some food from thomson for me.. ha.. placed them on my home plate and made it like as if i was eating home cooked food.. ha... so thoughtful of them... =D actually they said they wanna learn how to cook and then cook at my hse for me.. but i tink there wasn't enough time to learn i gues.. anyway... the da pao-ed food was good enough for me...

okie.. after that ishimin start to prepare the games before we going to find PJ in town coz she finished her exams.. btw.. wondering wads ishimin is ? its iwan + shiyin + huimin.. ishimin.. haha.. okie.. abit lame.. but i like it ha.. before we left to town, huimin gave me another card to me... hehehehehhe =D

in town.... was playing table hockey with shimin --> ( shiying and huimin )... haha.. they lost again.. =X okie.. they are sisters.. so of coz, in terms of games.. brothers are more skilled rite ?? hwahhaha... however, suddenly.. saw so many uths appear.. ha.. Junping, wenda, clement, wanxuan, peijun and !!!! my beloved sheperd.. Kris !! haha.. hmm she so busy still made the effort to come.. heehhe... then... they bought a cake for me and sang me bdae song.. =D

hmmmmm... then then... we continued to play table hockey and daytona.. ha.. okie.. the 1st time i ever lost in table hockey, is when i team with PJ !!! haha... this shows that playing with her will lose !! haha.. k la.. kidding.. dun be angry.. =D.. haizz.. after that, shy, clement, wenda and Kris gtg.. so left the rest.. we.. went for dinner at some jap restaurant in far east... hmm.. forgot the name liao.. anyway.. we really enjoyed the fellowship we had together...

when huimin left, the rest of us went to cine to eat dessert... ha.. thats about it... =D

anyway..... special thanks to shimin... although the things that they gave me in my hse was just like a breeze, and gone to pass.. i know that it needed alot of hard work... all the things u guys have planned, excuses to explain to me and etc... ha.. i really really really appreciate it.. =D.. it was a really wonderful day that i have.. hmmm.. i hope u 2 will not feel that ur effort is wasted.. ha.. =D thx guys..

hmmm.. okie.. my 3rd sis was complaining that y she wasn't mentioned in my blog.. -.-.. haha.. the 1st to wish me was huimin.. through the phone.. actualy is clement la.. but he wished me at 11.30 pm.. so er.. not counted ?? haha =X ..and then 2nd was shiyin through msn.. and thirdly... my 3rd sis... was entering her room, gonna bathe.. her light was off - usually that means she is sleeping... then !! once i enter.. she BAHHHHH !!! HAPPY BDAE !!! of coz i got a shocked...and like shouted abit... er.. may sound sissy, but this type of thing cannot avoid 1 ma... i'm still a human being.. hahaha... okie.. so 3rd is my sis !! hehe..

okie... hmmmmmm.. finally blogged huh... okie.. tink i gotta slp le.. tmr got DB.. 07.30 at thampines.. how to wake up ?!?! ha.. okie.. cya guys soon.. ciaozz.... =D

My fist day blogging

2005-01-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

Wah !! didn't expect myself to blog lehz.. but see this skin so nice then i blog 1.. if not i dun tink i will do 1.. hmm.. still can remember tink last year or this year 1st few month, pj and i were talking about blogging.. tink most of the youths r blogging but both of us tink that blogging is a waste of time and we dun be bothered.. then after a few weeks or rather i should say after a few days after our conversation, she apply for a blog liao.. i was like "hUh ?!?" l0lx.. "She okie annot ?!?" hahaz.. then now me myself also blog.. Zzz.. Anyway, dun tink i will everyday blog ba.. maybe once in a blue moon ?? so u guys out there dun need to always check for updates.. see how la.. if free then blog lor.. hahaz.. =D